IMMACULATE
All the four girls gathered in the portico
and then walked down the stairs. The college results were out. The girls were
happy with the outcome of the pains they had taken preparing for the
examination.
Sumaiya’s house was the farthest. One by
one, all her friend left the group on the arrival of their house. The crowd of
four became a trio, then duo and in the end only Sumaiya was left. She had no
company from Mehtab Lane to her house in L.G. Colony.
She crossed the lane and then the highway.
On the other end, the local boys were sitting at the third grade restaurant, as
usual. They were seen on the spot on any given day of the year except during rains
when they took shelter in the abandoned car parked next to the stall.
They were busy chatting when they saw
Sumaiya coming their way and they stared at her. They kept on staring at her
with hungry eyes. Sumaiya was used to this staring of theirs. Not like every
day, a boy from the group got up and stood in Sumaiya’s way.
Sumaiya dodged him and moved forward. Her
eyes glued to the ground. If she waited she knew the consequences. She walked
taking long strides. The boy called her from behind, ‘Sumaiya! Listen!
Sumaiya!’
Sumaiya turned back instantly and gestured
him to have his say. He hesitated for a moment, then came closer to her and
said, ‘Sumaiya I had always wanted to tell you that...’
‘That?’
‘That I really really love you and I can’t
live without you.’
‘What do you expect from me?’
‘Nothing. Just love.’
‘Sorry. I can’t give you anything. Even
love,’ saying so she left the boy with his mouth agape in astonishment.
The boy, Raju, was not expecting this. He
was the only son of the area’s municipal councilor. He regularly changed his
girlfriends. Sumaiya knew better about it. Actually, everyone knew about it.
She never liked his character and hence, rejected his proposal with all the
politeness her anger could permit. No good girl might have accepted that rich
brat’s proposal. But there were many girls who danced around him because of his
full pocket.
He thought Sumaiya was such a girl and
therefore, was surprised at her reply.
Sumaiya, a second year B.A. student, was
the most pious girl one can imagine of in today’s world. She has always been a
non nonsense girl. No brat dared to buzz around her at the college. There was
no chance at all of seeing her without her scarf on.
She grew conscious of her name only at thirteen.
When all the girls in her class were explaining the meaning of their names,
Sumaiya had nothing to say of her name as she herself knew nothing. She became
curious and the first thing she did on returning home from school was to ask
her father about her name.
‘You don’t know who Sumaiya was? Come, sit.
Let me tell you dear. Sumaiya was the first woman martyr of Islam. She was one
of the earliest converts. Once Abu Jahl, the cruel chief of the city asked her
to return back to her previous religion. She was his slave and he had tied her
down on the baking sand. Her limbs spread out and tied to long pegs. He asked
her to escape his wrath by returning back to her previous religion. He asked
her to deny the presence of One God and the prophecy of the prophet. She denied
doing so. He asked her again and again the same thing and the third time, she
spat on his face in reply.
Father gulped down half a glass of water
and continued, ‘Imagine, how angry Abu Jahl have been when an ordinary woman
spat on him. He- the most arrogant and feared member of his tribe. He got
extremely upset. He tore her clothes to leave her unclothed in front of the
whole market. He gave her a last chance and asked her to do as he said. But she
was reluctant and again rejected his command. Abu Jahl’s temper spilled to the
brim. In his fit of anger, he pierced his sword in her stomach nastily and
eventually killed her.
‘Oh, God!’ Sumaiya exclaimed when her
father ended his narration.
‘So, now you know my child what your name
stands for. You have to live up to your name.’
‘Thank you, father, for giving me the name
of such a brave and courageous woman.’
‘Brave, courageous, pious and beautiful.
Just like you.’
‘Oh father. Don’t embarrass me,’ she
blushed.
Sumaiya’s father had a lot of faith and
confidence in his daughter. He had always fought with his family for her. He enrolled her in an English medium school, in spite of his parent’s disapproval. He made
her study in college though his friends had advised him not to do so.
The daughter deserved this faith. She
excelled in her academics. She also wrote poetry. Recently, when her poem was
published in a local daily, her father was very happy. The happiness was more this
time because before this the publication of her poetry was limited to her
college magazine.
‘You have once again made me proud,’ father
had told her.
‘Father have you read my poem?’
‘Yes. Of course. Good that you have focused
on the atrocities on women in our country. I liked it. I wish you had the
company of revolutionaries like Savitribai.’
On Wednesday, as usual, Sumaiya left for
her college library. She could think of no better way to spend the vacations
other than reading.
Noon came and went but Sumaiya didn’t
return home for lunch, neither did she come for dinner. It was already night
but still there was no news of her. When her father called the librarian, he
said that she had left in the afternoon for lunch and had since then not
returned.
Father became restless. His worry ate up
his sleep. He spent the whole night sitting reclined on the bed. His wife
consoled him saying Sumaiya might have gone to meet one of her friends and due
to it getting so dark, she might have opted to stay there for the night.
‘Isn’t she supposed to call home if she was
going to stay there?’
At which mother said, ‘She might have
forgotten to do so. Hasn’t she done this earlier?’
The night went in consoling, arguing and
worrying. Early in the morning, father’s friend, Nath, came home for help as
soon as he got the information that Sumaiya was missing.
‘You didn’t bother to tell me? Amjad told
me that Sumi was missing.’
‘I thought why to trouble you.’
‘Oho. Shut up and tell me, have you
registered with the police?’
‘I have filed an F.I.R.’
‘And have you inquired at her friend’s
place?’
‘Yes, they say they haven’t seen her since
a week.’
‘How many friends has she?’
‘Three. They all are saying the same
thing.’
Father and uncle Nath, contacted all
possible places but to no avail. Nobody had anything positive to give in
reply. At eleven in the morning a call
came from the police station. The police had found a young female body and they
wanted Sumaiya’s father to check it. They told him to reach the station as soon
as possible, because the body was rotting and stinking terribly.
Father was not at all ready to go to the
police station. He was sure that the body wasn’t of Sumaiya. He was sure she
was alive. As a father, he couldn’t afford to think otherwise. It took a lot of
consoling from uncle Nath for his agreement to check the body at the police
station.
On reaching the police station, when the
police unveiled the face of the corpse, the sky fell on the father. It was indeed
Sumaiya. Uncle Nath gave the police a sign of approval. When father enquired
further with the officer, he told him, ‘We got the body from the gutter behind
the P.M.G. colony.’
Father was too discouraged to ask any more
questions, uncle Nath asked the officer,’ What does the post mortem report say?
How did all this happen?’
‘According to the post mortem report, she
was raped. In fact, many times again and again. I guess she was later stabbed
in the abdomen with, perhaps, a chopper.’
‘Do you really think she was raped?’
‘Yes, the report gives a strong proof of
it. And when we got the body, it was almost naked.’
Later on investigations revealed that Sumaiya
was indeed raped by Raju and his gang. They were arrested by the police and
pretentions of hearings, pleadings, followed on.
At Sumaiya’s funeral, father kissed
Sumaiya’s forehead then lowered her into the grave along with the many hopes,
dreams and expectations he had from his daughter. Many bottles of fragrance
failed to defy the stinking of the body. It ended only when mud was shovelled
into the grave and filled it till it rose to a height above the ground. A man
from the crowd came forward to place some flowers on the grave. Father stopped
him from doing so.
‘These flowers will prick her like thorns,
inside. The flowers which will please her will be sent by God from paradise to
her grave,’ he said.
Sumaiya’s body smelled foul, due to
decaying, but father knew that her soul must be smelling of a sweet perfume. He
didn’t bother for what the world may say. He was relaxed that his daughter’s
soul was pure and immaculate in the eyes of God and that was what really
mattered.
Sumaiya died as a martyr. She died
defending her chastity. She died defending her honour and in disguise, the honour
of all young women. She lived up to her name and even died up to it.
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